Palindrome

Our belief is a strap that holds our faith.
We perceive the world with openness,
so we don't get lost while thriving in it ~ SA

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Our belief is a strap that holds our faith.
We perceive the world with openness,
so we don't get lost while thriving in it ~ SA

nature, winter, season-6779571.jpg

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Itu palindrome.

Sunyi sungguh hidup tanpa deringan. Ah, kau yang matikan alarm, salahkan kesunyian.

“You know you are happy when you got a lot of stories to tell, but you got no one to share with…and you feel okay and move on instead…”

You’ll lose your mind standing on the battle line
Starting to choke on your heart in your throat
And it feels just like you can’t remember how to fight
We’ll crack before we shatter
We can’t fall apart…

Tadi tengahari bukan main banyak falsafah yang bingit minta di hambur. Sampah! Sekarang satu pun tiada. Mana?

You can’t surround a lion with a bunch of lazy sheep
The one thing about royalty is that we love to feast…

So I put my middle finger up
I’m done being your slave

‘So, kau masih layan playlist aku atau kau dah delete?’

Diam. Kau siapa? Minta aku layan playlist kau pahal kan?

‘Oh, tak dah. Aku discover banyak lagi lagu awesome instead of dengar lagu kau….yang agak…traumatized. hahahaha’ selorohnya benar.

Jujur kadang bisa tergeliat lidah.

Malas mahu dilayan.

Kau siapa?

Itu persoalan setiap kali entah apa-apa menjelma.

Kau siapa?

Aku helok je hidup selama ni takde kacau orang or sesiapa. Jadah mende kena kisah pasal kau an? Choi!

Amboi, maghoh ka?

Idokle ambe maghoh. Cuma seperti, selagi ia suatu pertikaian, kenapa harus dipertahankan.

Hurm…

Hidup.

Misteri.

Ajaib?

Tiada pasti.

Buat kita….hanya….H-I-D-U-P

Survive dan pertahan.

Jatuh dan tenggelam.

Bangkit terus tinggal apa jua dibelakang.

Tiada ditoleh.

Tiada didongak.

Hanya lurus memandang.

Pada pertukaran fasa.

Fasa separa sedar.

Ah….dunia.

Semakin diraih semakin ketagih. Semakin hingar bikin sunyi.

Semakin cerah, digali hilang.

Jiwa…

Helanya panjang.

Clawing our way out into the open
Weighed down by apathy
And I hope you find the love that you wanted
Even though I know it’s not with me….

Bisakah tawar itu berperisa tiada payau?

Kau, ya kau yang sibuk bercerita di belakang.

Apa kau tidak fikir palindrome bisa menerjang?

Karma maksud kau?

Tidak. Palindrome. Kau baca ia depan, bercerita belakang, pusingnya kau sebenar yang jahanam.

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Ah, lambatnya makan malam ini sampai?! Ergh!

Mengapalah tidak dipesan dari awal. Haiyer!!

Jiwa pada bahagia.

Apa masalah dengan semua lagu malam ni? Nonsense!

But then you came back in to try to fix it
But never helping me when I start to drown
Like the love we thought we found
Is it worth the pain if I should stick around?

Fix it just to break it…

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Palindrome.

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November 14, 2021 15:04

Thanks for sharing 

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